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cause sometimes THAT doesnt keep it going [Nov. 28th, 2009|10:15 pm]

it's nice to talk to someone who understands you for you. i had a good chat about matters that has been bugging me for ages. she makes me see sense.

maybe that was all i need this past few weeks. i've been an emotional wreck and i want to stop it. even if it hurts, it has got to happen.

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(no subject) [Nov. 25th, 2009|12:09 am]
sometimes i wonder whether you really treat me like a friend. cause if you do like you say you do, you wouldnt be leaving me all alone or treat me like im invisible. it's not fair to me. this is getting really dissapointing and annoying as time goes by cause it's not the first time. i was genuinely there for you when you needed someone or i dont leave you aside when i have my company by my side. when i ask you to join me, i will continue talking to you till you leave. i wont leave you and just talk to my "company" cause i know it might be awkward for you. but why do u do that to me? why do u just leave or walk away or just ignore my presence. i wasnt there cause i was tagging along, i was there cause you asked me to. i love you my friend, but this is not right. im not happy but i cant voice it out cause you might get hurt. and you of all people know i dont have a big group of friends i can fall back to. sometimes i wish nothing of such sort will happen. i wish that i was closer to the other company. cause i know, they wouldnt leave me in the lurch just like that. maybe it's too late, maybe it's not. i dont know. all i know is, i've been treated unfairly for far too long.
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slowly walking away? [Nov. 23rd, 2009|01:01 am]

there are times when we find out that some qualities in a person bothers us so much that it can turn out into a quarrel, a big fight; one that we arent able to stop because we can never come to a consensus. these quarrels are sometimes inevitable cause it's all part of a relationship, something that can make us stronger or make us fall apart.

at times most people feel like the latter; one that can trigger the emotional side. emotions can cloud your mind but when you start thinking straight, you will realise that throughout the whole fight, you still feel the same about the person. you still love that person immensely; enough to still keep the relationship going. and if you start thinking deeper, it is actually those qualities that defines them and when you started loving them in the beginning you were actually in love with those qualities that you find highly unreasonable or something you just cant tolerate after a few months. the person is your definition of love; because you still feel safe in the person's arms. and even if that didnt work out, you know you will still find someone like him or close to him because you still want that
same definition of love.

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i think at 1am in the morning, i am seriously going crazyyy. projects are slowly killing me. everyone can notice my huge eyebags/eye circles. lack of sleep! i want more sleep. time doesnt pass fast enough. i want and i need to graduate now!

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(no subject) [Nov. 15th, 2009|12:09 am]

the words busy and annoyed can be used to describe me now.

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number eight [Nov. 2nd, 2009|11:45 pm]
[Current Mood | thankful]



because every day is special
because you hold a special place in my heart.
because we went through the storms and come out stronger than ever
because throughout it all i cant see myself without u
because i love you :)
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first week of sch term [Oct. 25th, 2009|01:30 am]
[Current Mood | high]

so first week of school wasnt that bad because timetable is still slack. no school on monday and fridays cause it's dedicated to MP which means we can go for a short trip and come back on time for school on tueday. lol. as if that will happen.

speaking of MP, it sucks big time because of lack of communication. i swear i will get into a major bitch fits if she doesnt reply me. like what's the use right. emails nvr reply, text msgs also nvr reply. then what? like we have deadlines eh hello! other than that, first week was fun. i ate design nasi padang which is still as awesome, i like! and grouping for fsm which im not very pleased with but still have to make do so bless me y'all! :)





today was a simple day with syaf.
 
it was lunch, followed by chilling at starbucks talking alot with him and an impromptu decision to go lepak at al-majlis. and we talked even more. simple and yet i had fun sheesha-ing away. syaf think i got high and frankly, i think i did too. mane tak, org tu tgh stoning halfway, syqin masih continue sampai bill dtg. tsk tsk! power according to him. lol! i slept in the bus on the way home and he did too. both of us didnt even realise we reached amk. thank god i woke up if not, it's be memalukan to be woken up by zee bus driver. i love days like this.
and i love syaf even more. i love you very very much muhammad syafi'ie! :)))))
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